my therapist has told me that i'm pretty much destined to be alone
because i hate thinking about anything to do with social interaction
and instead toy around with academic-related things, perhaps social trends, or mind puzzles
for fun
and it is so rare to find someone
that thinks just like me
that i will have a hard time interacting socially with others
a hard time making emotional connections
and she's right
and it's so fucking depressing.