today i managed to accidentally stab myself in the wrist with a pencil. i had to walk down the hallway sucking on my wrist and got a lot of weird looks. i realized today that i walk very very fast. laena made me feel very very appreciated today. my mother is an absolute bitch. i don't know why people stress out about tests, we've been doing this for eleven years and it's not a big deal. ap calc test went really really well and i'm glad. i need drywall nails. i really need to do my laundry. i should burn more incense. i like my therapist. i miss conversation.