I keep thinking about how little we've all lived. We're all still in high school. I'm in some sort of denial over the fact that I have incredibly important testing in the next month. It's almost October, and then I'll be sixteen. I remember when my cousin Hunter was a Junior, and it seemed like such a small amount of time ago. And now he's in college. I think I desire college for the freedom, for sleeping in, and having my phone at night, and not having to ask permission to do things. I need this part of my life to be over so that I can get to the better bits. I just want everything to go faster.