tonight i am:

charging my camera battery
charging my iPod
charging my laptop
sending emails
sending pictures
not talking to certain people
being blunt and confrontational
being sad
updating my xanga
updating my blogspot
updating my facebook
uploading more pictures
being tired
looking forward to chi town
thinking that i have to pack still
hoping that i will not forget anything for the next two days
not feeling bad about things
wishing everything was as simple as it is in my head.