and all the things that you never ever told me
and all the smiles that are ever ever


apush final tomorrow.
drinking hot chocolate.
avoiding the ants on my floor.
trying to figure out things with me and myself and just things like that.
i'm just waiting, i guess. waiting for a lot of things, including summer.
if school is closed on friday i'm going to be so fucking pissed off.
i have a purple pen.
my tummy hurts.
i've got a date with holden tonight.
slightly nervous for the test tomorrow.
too much math homework to make up.
ap bio test after school tomorrow.
french test during 6th hour- it's funny, it says my current grade is a 58 because she put in a Z for a 102-point test. ha.
in any case, all things will be over and done with but at the same time just beginning.
even though it pains me to read certain things now it will all be better by the time i'm older.
(you sing the words but don't know what it means)
i'm okay. i promise.




ever get the feeling that you're never all alone?